Nobody For My Own.
Seriously...
Whats up with me today eh?
So love-talking-mood today.
Haha.
Maybe because I'm lonely
coz I miss
bestie. Perhaps?
Or maybe the hormones are going wild again?
Mr.Surfer hasn't surf for the month yet so maybe.
Can't sleep so here I am again.
Been regularly watching this Chinese show @ 9pm, Little
Nyonya.
A very very nice show but its a cliche. Similar to the Korean, Jewel In The Palace.
Today's episode ticked my heart.
One dares to go against all odds for the one they love.
Agreed?
I agree totally to that.
&
Suddenly, in the middle of the night,
I miss the company of the other half.
Wah Liau!!
This is so random la.
Even tough I consider
bestie as my other half, it not the same compared to a partner.
I don't know how to explain
lah. U know I know can already
lah.
More than just the 4-letter word.
Its Life Of Vivid Emotions.It can make one be on cloud 9.
It can also make one feel like hell 9.
hahaBut for sure I thank GOD for making us feel this emotion.
Can't deny that I'm enjoying every second of my single-hood.
I'm so living it to the fullest!
BUT then, seeing couples all over the place makes me so so envious and lonely.
no more lovely surprises.
no more anniversary countdown.
no more sweet
lil smses.
no more late night
phonecalls.
no more silly little fights.
no more cooking for that special someone.
but then
no more heart breaks!
no more tears!
no more worrying over stupid things!
no more insecurity!
no more controlling!
All guys/girls are the samehow far you agree with the statement?
for me I used to have that mentality.
but then its biased.
the reason being that there are nice guys/girls out there, you just need to find the correct one.
to me, one failed r/s is another step to finding the one for me.
yes, fate is in God's hands BUT if you never work for it, nothing will happen.
I fall over and over again in this game but I never give up or quit.
BECAUSE I'M NOT A LOSER.I believe I'm a strong
girl.
Each time I fall, I will get back up again; stronger than ever.
he will paint back the smile on me
For now its a matter of time.
Yes time waits for no one.
But I gotta give in to it this time round because I wanna be sure of my feelings.
Not wanting to make rash decisions because things happens too fast now.
To open up my heart to love again or not?
Lets wait and see,
Nurul.
Oh well,
If there's gonna be a new intake for the next
partner, I will upload the application form at
www.nurul-future-bf.com.
I wonder if the queue gonna be long?
Haha&& yes I miss you burger.
its been weeks. weeks!
how i wish I'm a sniper so I cannot miss you.
ok lame,.
Its pouring outside & I'm getting sleepy now..
My bed is calling me!
Good Night World!
"For NOBODY Knows Who She Really Is.
12:13 AM