I've been like having this funny weird feeling for almost a week now, to be exact.
The unstable heart and the never peaceful mind. Even its like almost everyday of this week I went out to occupy myself, it comes back to the same feeling at the end of the day. ARGH!! Why why why eh?
Bestie has always been there to divert my attention. Not a doubt she successfully did it. But the fact that its the matter of the heart. No matter how much I tried to let the feeling go, it just wouldn't go away! SHOO la! I feel like ripping my heart off and dip it in a pail full of ice cold water. Bet its gonna make me feel better.
Yesterday was another bonding session for bestie and me. Went to her house for a cake-baking session. We made chocolate chips muffin. Finally, after months, I gotta see Manja her cat! Boy how much I miss her! Whole time there I bullied her as I always do. Whislt the baking session, as per normal la eh when girls begin to talk.. we never stop! Everything under the sun is taken into consideration. Most of the time its about boys lah.

I managed to see the shine in her again since her birthday. Thanks to Snorlex. Each time I teased her about Junior she's gonna go "Nurul stop it la!". The kid in her just appear out of nowhere. Finally, she's crazy over someone and not think of that jerk! So gurl its " I know this crush ain't going away iyay iyay!" haha! So happy for her!
After the baking and all we ended up in front of the TV not doing anything. So decided to surf the net and that's how I ended up having this blog! Went back home in a cab with a big tupperware of yummuy muffins and a RED NOSE thanks to Manja. Seriously eh, she's the only cat im sensitive to know. Been like sneezing from CCK all the way to Tampines! My GOSH!
Had a surprise when I reached home. My lil cousin is sleeping in my lil bro's room. A heave of relief as he'll surely can make me feel occupied at home. Never a doubt that the lil ones are the bundle of joy. As much as they are annoying and iritating at times, these innocent creatures never fail to put a smile on our face. Agreed?
he's just behind me having his afternoon nap.
And I miss Burger ALOT! When will I ever see u again?
And to
whom it may concern, its all over now. I will never look back to yesterday.
Won't deny that its painful to just let go coz I don't easily give up on things but I can't go on this way no more, Mister.
Coz you broke me to a million pieces.
"For NOBODY Knows Who She Really Is.
3:28 PM