Blurgh
Yes, it is.
Confirmed.
Very confirm.
Very very.
Plus chop.
Many chop.
Its breaking.
Can hear?
Cannot then read the post below.
Dammit.
I now realise it.
Its too late.
But its better than never.
WhAt is the commotion all about?
Ok go!
FUCK IT MAN!
I realise it now.
That you made use of me.
To fill up your boredom.
I am stupid enough to agree almost each time to meet up.
Even if it is last minute.
Its it STUPID of me?
STUPID!
I agreed coz I liked you alot.
But I think I was just having hopes on you.
I think of you constantly.
Wondering what are you doing.
Are you ok?
Do you know that?
Real shit.
Now.
I don't know what to do.
Hey,
You made me into one of your countless victims, boy.
You told me you always end up hurting girl coz you gave them hope without realising it.
I can't believe I am just another one of them.
Utterly urgh.
Now I know my answers.
I don't have to bother asking you.
Its all given, clearly.
To why you didn't sms me.
To why you stopped wanting to meet me.
To why you stopped saying you missed me.
To why you don't reply to my messages.
Coz you've found another to occupy yourself with.
Have fun with your new hobby boy.
You're just like the others.
My throat hurts.
Its hard to swallow.
Nurul,
You took the risk in love.
There is no insurance for it.
And now you gotta pay for the damage done.
Have fun doing it eh.
Sighs,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!
"For NOBODY Knows Who She Really Is.
10:28 PM
Into A Million Pieces
Title is interesting, ayy?
Yes I went missing again, I know.
Pardon me people.
I have been super-d-duper busy.
No time for story-telling.
REALLY!
Then why am I here?
I am kindda caught up with sumthink actually.
But I will hold it.
Because I need to pour.
Yes pour out things here.
I told Bestie about it already.
She did comfort me.
Thanks alot dear.
But I just wanna share.
No harm right?
So here goes.
Its not a happy thing to tell.
Usually I share happy moments.
Not today.
Add up with this gloomy night, It helps alot.
My heart is aching.
Aching so bad people.
Why?
Because of that special someone.
My heart aches alot coz of you.
Who?
That special someone that has a special place in my fragile heart.
Yes you.
You don't know it, now you know.
But you will not even realise it.
Yes, you might know, but you pretend not to know.
Always, forever.
I'm not saying who.
You'll know it if its you.
Perhaps not, I don't know.
I've been having thing achy shit a few times now.
I know you didn't do it on purpose.
Coz you even don't know it in the first place.
But is it my fault?
I've been giving you tons of hints.
Tons of care and concern.
Can't you see, can't you feel?
Are you blind?
Or you just pretend you don't know?
Till today, I don't know you well.
Its been a year and a week I've known you.
Do you know?
I bet you don't even realise it.
You're such a mysterious fella.
Secretive.
I hate it.
I hate it.
I HATE IT.
But because of that, I begin to wanna know you more.
Did you even give me a chance?
I don't know.
I don't think so.
Each time I look into those eyes, I don't know what are they saying.
I don't know!
Its so hard, I hate it.
But I never give up.
The first time I saw your picture.
I never was interested in you.
Its the truth.
But when you wanted to be my friend, things changed.
The phase was fast.
Those late night msn-ing.
Till you slept in front of the com.
I remembered.
The special name you called me.
The special conversations you had with me.
I remembered.
The first time you met me,
I was still attached.
I know.
You were worried.
You didn't wanna spoil others' r/s.
You didn't wanna take away someone's love.
Those were your exact words.
I remembered.
The first time I saw your face,
I was nervous.
You asked me were my lips my real lips.
It was funny of you to ask that question.
You didn't know where to go.
I remembered.
Did you remember,
you just drove pass that zebra crossing when there's a man wanting to cross it?
Did you remember that we talked at the hawker centre till we forgot about our food?
Did you remember that you always asked if what you did going out with me is ok?
Did you remember that you said the way I ate was really sopan?
Did you remember that you said if you eat lime, your body odor will go away?
I remembered.
You sent me home after that.
You drove back really slow, taking detours.
It was as if you didn't wanna leave.
How sweet.
Then the same night, you asked me out again.
That never happend to me ever.
I just wore my beanie to meet you.
We went to the beach carpark, Changi.
It was raining and I was scared to see the lighting.
You kept looking at me, not saying anything.
We talked about relationships and stuffs.
I love the moment.
I love the conversations.
When you sent me home.
You left me a message.
You said I was beautiful in the morning,
And I was cute in the night.
That left a smile till I woke up the next day.
I remembered.
More meet-ups.
More last minute night meet-ups.
More after school meet-ups.
More normal bustop meet-ups.
Then came a day, we had that talk.
That heart to heart talk.
Things that involve our hearts.
I told you everything, it made you have tears.
You sent me till me house level.
Did you remember?
I did for sure.
Then we grew closer.
Its I don't know.
I got confuse.
I got carried away.
I developed feelings for you.
I got excited each time you asked me out.
I was happy to see that eyes of yours.
Each time you sms-ed me, my heart jumps.
You were one of the early people who wished me on my 21st.
I was happy.
You even said that how can you even forget your one and only "special name".
I remembered.
Now you know.
That one and only phone conversation we had.
We talked for hours.
We talked about sweet nothings.
You love it when I replied to you when you called me by my special name.
Its just sweet.
That movie outing.
Remember?
After that we had that talk that made me cry?
You comforted me.
I remembered.
On the way home, you held my hands.
You didn't let go, even while driving!
You told me you had sweaty palms when you're nervous.
Bloddy hell, you were.
Time to time.
I wanted to ask you many things.
Time to time.
I dropped you hints.
Time to time.
But the time never comes.
Will it ever come?
I doubt so now.
Because, you're attached.
I guess so.
I feel so.
I see the change in you.
Its been months since we met.
Its been weeks since you drop me a message.
It has always been me.
Since then, I suspected somthing was not right.
Now I know why.
What now?
I am sad.
Really.
But is it my fault, no.
Is it yours, no.
Its just the moment.
Its just that a chance is not given.
Its just that I don't know.
Now,
I wanna tell you.
I have been having feelings for you.
Dammit.
Yes I do.
Its not just a bloody crush.
Its more than that for sure.
Even tough I never knew you well,
I can't stop the power of the heart.
You can't stop me either.
I remember this saying,
You don't have to own that person in order to be with that person.
Now it is happening to me.
Dammit.
This is really sad.
I bet you don't even know.
Is is wrong to have hopes?
Or am I just being to hopeful?
Or have you been leading me on?
I don't know.
I am confuse.
I wanted to ask you do many things.
But now its kindda late I guess.
Shit happens.
So what now?
I don't know.
You won't even care I guess.
Coz you don't even know.
You're attached anyway.
I don't wanna disturb you ever.
I am so sad.
Dammit.
Its not your fault.
It is mine.
I hope that one day.
Just one day.
I can just meet you, to tell you everything.
To tell you what's in my heart.
To pour it out.
To confess.
I don't care what you will do.
What will you say.
So long my conscience is clear.
I will be ok.
I miss you,
BURGER.
The egg has spoken people.
Oh Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD.
"For NOBODY Knows Who She Really Is.
12:37 AM
21
HEY HEY HEY!
yooohaaaaaa people!
after 2 whole months gone,
I'm back again.
Pray hard I won't go on a holiday again
ok?
First up,
EID MUBARAK!to all the
muslims out there
who might come across my page here.
Raya tu raya lah eh,
Tapi jangan la over
ok?
Fikir-
fikirkan lah ye.
Anyway, you know some people eh.
Some la, I never say who
ok.
But some only
ok.
Never fast, not even a day during
Ramadhan.
BUT!
They celebrate
Syawal, one whole month.
Tak sedar diri betol eh?
Like what the hell man.
What you guys are not ashamed
isit?
Even kids as young as 4,
has started their fasting.
I am so proud of my cousins who had their first fast this year.
" Mira
puasa separuh hari je. Cannot
tahan lah Aunty Nurul. I want milk!"
Isn't that cute?
Its the effort people,
EFFORT!!E-F-F-O-R-T!I won't be long here today actually.
Just gambled my way here
coz you know right,
Blogger is
tak betol sometimes?
So luck is with me today.
So many things to do.
So little time to handle.
So many plans to carry out.
So many stories to share.
Firsts up,
I'm leaving the 20 years of my life soon.
Goodbye 20.
Hello 21.
I haven't turn 21 and yet I'm freaking out!
Its about everything about 21 you know.
The year where I typically turn adult.
Be it ready or not.
The responsibility.
The hard work.
The
MONEY.I'm the eldest
summore.
Frankly speaking, I am so not ready.
Can I just stay 20 till forever?
That'll be great
kan?
But who you kidding man.
Time waits for no one, no animal, nothing!
So I am awake, in this real world,
HAVING TO SUCK IT UP!
Secondly,
the preparation of my 21st birthday celebration.
Baba decides to make one.
A LAST MINUTE one!
Bagos tau bagos.
Sape yang stress, AKU!
Its supposed to be somthing I look foward to.
But nope, I don't.
Why?
Because, I gotta do the invitation.
Because, I gotta come out with the RSVP list.
Because, some people don't co-operate.
Because, my mum is somehow I dono how.
Because, I gotta think of what to wear.
Because I gotta think about the cake.
See eh, I'm planning everything for my birthday.
Bagus eh bagus.
Don't pity me.
Coz pity doesn't bring anything.
I'm not being arrogant or egoistic.
But isn't that the truth.
The truth always hurt.
Hurt BIG TIME.
Somehow, someway.
I so am not in the mood.
Its somthing I'm supposed to be excited and happy about.
I see my friends, if they had their 21st,
I realised that they don't handle anything.
Its all handled by others.
They're stress free.
NOT FAIR!
Don't wanna talk about it anymore.
So shush.
Third up,
I am comtemplating.
Real hard.
Contemplate.
If I should open up a youtube channel.
I've been hooked to many channels these few months.
Make-up and hijab channels particularly.
So much so that, I am much much interested to making my own channel.
How bout that people?
Apple Eggie's Channel.
Featuring: Hijab Styles, Hijap Tips, Make-Up tutorials & Tips.
I need time to think about it.
Coz I'm gonna need to sacrifice some of my time to dedicate to the channel.
Ok I'm done for today.
Make up lesson is canceled tomorrow.
My students can't make it for the 3rd time.
Bingit is the word.
But cannot be angry.
How eh?
Oh Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!
"For NOBODY Knows Who She Really Is.
11:25 PM
Boomdiyadah!
Korang tengok lah.
TENGOK!
Bila aku nak blog,
blog perangai.
Macam mana ni?
Nak story bermacam-macam.
Tapi tak boleh nak upload gambar.
Merepek to the meraban!!!!!
haish.
Tengok lah my typical good night font and color also cannot change.
The whole stupid toolbar is missing!
Mak die punya laki lah!
WARGH,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!
"For NOBODY Knows Who She Really Is.
10:36 PM
You Are Not Alone
Ok last week was kindda slacky for me.
I did practically nothing.
Lazing around was what I basically did.
I wanted to blog but then.
But then the stupid blogger cannot upload pictures!
Now that I can upload pictures.
But not through Firefox.
I uploaded the pictures through Internet Explorer.
Then I save under draft.
Then I go to Firefox to type this entry.
Long way eh?
Better than nothing kan?
Today's story is nothing much.
Really.
Its just simple.
Very simple.
Not much to tell.
Its just one topic.
A topic that the whole wide world knows.
A topic that is on every human beings' lips.
Ring a bell right?
I'm sure the bell is ringing.
None other than
MICHAEL JOSEPH JACKSONWho doesn't know him?
I'm sure the whole world know him.
Even my old late grandfather knows him.
What more can you say?
25th June 2009.
Its not just a normal day.
Its not just a normal Thursday.
The whole world is shock with the newsflash.
News that the Legendary King Of Pop
has passed on.
I was in a total shock.
I was like really or not arh?
He is still young.
What 50 years is considered a young age to die at ok.
News was spread all over the world FAST.
Yes very fast!
My first reaction was.
HE WAS AN ISLAM RIGHT?
Yes you people, he is.
He is my fellow cousin in religion.
Michael Jackson is an Islam.
He has converted to Islam more than a year ago.
Thank God.
Thank God.
Thank God.
I wasn't devastated.
Really.
I was just upset.
Very much upset.
I wasn't a big fan of his.
Yes I admit.
BUT I LOVE HIS MUSIC ALOT
I kept on asking is it true?
Well of course lah its true right.
The news is all over what.
That's normal for anyone who likes him what.
He's not my idol.
I never made him my inspiration.
I never followed his dance moves.
I never copied the way he dresses.
BUT
I admire the way he dance.
I admire the way he dresses.
I admire the way he bonded people.
Its just through his songs.
That's the magic in him.
That's why I love him.
Countless people imitated his way.
Be it dressing, singing or dance moves.
BUT
No one can duplicate him.
NO ONE.
Agreed?
There's just something in him.
Just something.
The something that makes him a phenomenon.
He made people cry, just by singing.
When he's having concerts people can even faint.
What so great in him?
Ask yourself that.
Now that he's dead, millions cry for him.
Why?
Because the man that live for music is gone.
Yes gone forever.
I can feel his passion each time he performed.
His passion for music.
His music that has a million little meanings in it.
That is why he is liked by all.
Till now, he still holds the world record.
The record being the artist with the most number of records sold.
Till date, no other artist has beat him.
And I believe no one will.
Also, he holds another record.
A record that made me so proud of him.
I'm sure many more people do too.
The record of the artist with the most contribution to charity organizations.
Isn't that being helpful?
He has millions of dollars.
And his millions is shared with people in need.
Such a humanitarian.
BEAT IT BEBEH.Every good thing has gotta come to an end.
Now that he's gone.
He has gone for good.
He suffered too much pain & agony.
Pain from lots of injury.
His life is all about painkillers.
Ain't that a pity?
He's gone.
But his music will still live on.
His songs that is sung by many.
Still remember when I was little.
My uncle has his CD.
Each time my uncle is at home.
I will always ask him to play his music.
"Pakbusu, Nurul nak beat it! Abeh yang black white tuh pon!"
Those two were my childhood favourites.
I even asked why he turned from black to white.
My Uncle said he used lots of powder and glue to make him white.
When I grew up, I listen randomly to his songs.
From his first album, right to the recent ones.
If you people realise,
His songs are more and more towards bonding people.
More of GAIA and human songs.
Songs of saving the Earth and bonding humans.
Name it:
Earth song
Heal the World
Black or White
They Don't Care About Us
Why
All of them has deep meaning.
Meaning that can make me move to tears.
Really.
Your music bridged races, colors and ages.
You bonded humans.
You make us see things, things that are in front of us.
The front that are too near to be realised.
You spread the love to everyone.
You passed the message so that we see the truth.
But no one knows your truth.
I believe you're a good man, MJ.
Loving, caring & helpful lives in you.
You made me realise that love doesn't have to be shared only for one person.
It can be shared with everyone.
Your love is felt by many people.
Your passion.
When I watched the memorial on TV just now.
I can't help but to cry along with the million others.
Its just so heart breaking.
I can see the love.
I can feel the love.
When your family cried, when your daughter cried,
It just make me realise,
How important family is.
How important to treasure your family.
How important it is to love them.
How do I feel when my love ones pass away eh?
How would I react?
Gone too soon.
Never has one soared so high & yet dived so low.
My heart goes to you, MJ.
Rest assured, your pains & sorrows on Earth is all gone.
May your soul rest in peace.
Al-Fatihah to you.
Someone that's not blood related to you,
when they leave forever,
leaves a big impact to you.
Coz they touch you heart.
What more your blood.
How much I miss Nadalia,
Only GOD knows.
Sighs,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD...
"For NOBODY Knows Who She Really Is.
9:23 PM
Hee Hooh Hee Hooh!!
Blogger is down again.
STUPID!!Now the issue is that
When I uploaded the pictures,
The blogger say its successfully uploaded.
But then kan, at the posting window itself
THERE IS NO BLOODY PICTURES!
I've been missing for almost a week.
Don't blame me.
Blame the INTERNET!
The modem has been down since 5 days ago.
DAMMIT!
The Internet button simply just
Don't wanna light up!
Stupid kan?
Stupid lah!
I tell you,
No Internet is so ARGH!
It feels like ARGH!
Serious!
Cannot check the emails.
Cannot surf Facebook.
Cannot Blog!!
But on the brighter side of it
I spent more time resting.
Since I had the fever, I had some other sickness.
Migraine followed by flu.
Body antibodies are getting weak.
I gotta drink VITAGEN! haha
So what I did every other weeknights?
I watched downloaded movies!
I took them from Bestie a few weeks ago.
Lemme recall what I watched.
First was I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry.
Second was My Mother's New Boyfriend.
Third was Ah Long Pte Ltd.
Fourth was Inkheart.
Fifth was Ghost Of Past Girlfriends.
And tonight will be Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants.
These movies accompanied my boring nights.
Thanks to Darling Serra.
Last Saturday, I went over to Serra's place.
She had a small gathering, a small prayer.
Its for wishing her well for her journey through Monash.
Food there was nice, especially the Nagasari Spongecake.
Don't ask me how does it look like, I gave it a name
On my own accord!
I have no idea what kueh it was!
But what I know its super nice!
Lucky I was already ok on Saturday.
If not I won't be able to make it then.
That was the last time I'm gonna see her before she leaves for KL.
Well, I think now she is reaching KL already.
She left home at about 5pm just now.
ITS AN END OF AN ERA!!
The last picture of us together.
A week before she leaves for KL.
But this won't be the last picture of us.
Promise.
I love this picture alot.
Its just simply perfect.
Kan kan kan?
I miss her already.No more live whining from her.
Who do I turn to when I want to cry?
Haish!
Well I know she's still gonna be there for me.
When ever I need her.
Likewise aight babe?
Sayang kau Bopeep!Why Bopeep?
Bacause she looks like one
Each time she wears the big big hat.
Cute kan kan?
Cute lah!
&&
You people know Bo Peep kan?
If don't know go Google about it lah!
Its the lady who takes care of the sheeps lah!
There's one Bo Peep in Toy Story.
Ala the one the Woody Girlfriend lah!
Ring a bell now?
Ting ting ting!!
Yes good!
I lost a great grandaunt last Sunday night.
Prayers for her.
May she rest in peace.
She's a great lady.
Friendly & helpful.
Always smiling.
She's Nani's listener.
She often came over to Nani's place to visit her.
The least twice a week when she was still healthy.
We sure will miss her.
But she's better up there.
Its the ending of her suffering.
She has been bed-ridden for more than a year.
You're free now Nek Sah.
Again.
Rest In Peace Nek Sah.
May Allah forgive all your sins.
May Allah lighten your burden.
You're a great person thats for sure.
Amin.
Ok now I want to go to bed!
Oh by the way,
The two pictures that is in this entry is pre-posted already.
That's why.
&& Anata No Koto Wo Kangaeteiru Bunga Pandan.
Oh Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!
"For NOBODY Knows Who She Really Is.
11:17 PM
Swine Swine Swine
You know after the sorethoat & flu.
Now I get what?
I get
FEVER!Last night I got terrible headache.
Thought that its a normal headache that can be ok the next day.
Guess I was wrong!
The next morning, I wake up shivering like hell.
Then the place where I slept, is so warm.
I checked my temperature, guess how much?
39.1 Degree lah beb!
Can slow boil egg la eh!
Well I've been like an astronaut the whole day.
Feeling as if I am floating while walking.
I'm sure some feel that way when they have high fever, right?
Been lazing around in bed the whole morning & afternoon.
I feel slightly better now though.
People asked me to visit the doctor.
I don't want to.
Why?
With my temperature that high, I'm sure they will wanna
Quarantine me!
Suspect swine flu when I didn't even leave the house?
That's plain ridiculous kan kan?
Ok la I have got the symtoms but its ridiculous!
Its not the I don't wanna be a responsible citizen.
But but, aiyah I don't know how to explain lah!
Ok by tomorrow if I'm not any better, I'll go to the doctors.
Fair enough right?
I feel slightly better now.
My temperature has gone down to 38.4Degree.
Better right?
So tomorrow confirm ok one lah!
&& yes wonder why there's not picture eh?
The stupid blogger has done it again!
The browse button when I click, nothing happened!!
So understand understood ok?
Ok now I'm tired.
Really.
I'm gonna turn in early tonight.
Not feeling well mah.
&& about the third surprise right,
I'm gonna story about it as soon as the stupid browser is up again.
Ok?
Oh Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!
"For NOBODY Knows Who She Really Is.
8:56 PM
Sniff Sniff Warghhh
ROAR ROAR ROAR!
*coughs && clears throat*
I AM HAVING A BAD SORE THROAT!
VERY BAD SORE THROAT!
Sakit tau!
Pain lah!
Its so pain.
I cannot swallow my own throat.
Its so hard!
Its so pain!
&&
I AM HAVING FLU
But my flu kan,
is on one nose only!!!
YES ONE NOSE ONLY!
Its on the left side.
The water thingy cannot come out.
I blow & blow & blow.
Still cannot go out!
So clogged!
So sumbat!
ROAR!!!
"For NOBODY Knows Who She Really Is.
9:38 PM
Mister Surfer Dude
WARGH!See that face?
SEE??
Yes that's how I look now!
That's how I feel now!
Ok that's it I need to let it out!
I cannot continue with the 3rd surprise.
I am just not in the bloody mood dammit.
Just bloody dammit.
Don't ask me why.
Ask me bloody hormones.
Why you people are not behaving this month!
Damn mister surfer!
Your waves are likely coming high this time round!
DAMMIT!Wah I tell you people,
I body has started to ache
Not telling where.
Girls should know la eh.
This is my bloody first time having the pains!
If not I NEVER have the pain!!!
DAMMIT!Its not helping either that
Some people just don't understand that
Mister Surfer is coming to surf soon.
Is it that hard to understand?
Is it?!
DAMMIT!Mister Surfer comes monthly.
Is it that hard to understand?
I always inform people when he's coming.
Isn't that nice of me?
I GIVE WARNING OK!
Not like some other girls.
Isn't that nice?
Isn't it?
DAMMIT!Its not helping too that the pain that
Is at my abdomen area is coming back.
Wah Liau!
Now my back is aching already!
This is the worst PMS ever!
I'M SO BLOODY MOODY!
THE SWING IS HERE PEOPLE!!!Yes be afraid!
BE VERY AFRAID PEOPLE!I tell you, I'm bloody moody this time round.
I just scolded an innocent soul.
Yes, pity that fella.
But that fella asked for it.
That fella ticked me!
So not my fault kan?
Men.
People of the opposite sex.
People with XY chromosomes.
Why don't you guys simply understand the statement
PMS?
Is it that difficult to dealt with the issue?
Its once a month only!
Is it that hard?
Ok I know I'm being one sided.
I know of some men who do understand.
But not all the time!
You guys gotta understand.
That we women can't control our PMS!
Its just it.
No matter how much we try to control our temper.
It will just blow like a BOMB!
I'm not making up or asking for mercy.
Its just it.
Its nature!
Its just how we women are!
Its a fact!
Its not that we purposely want to venge our anger.
Its just that the hormones gone wild at that period of the month!
And there is nothing we can do about it.
Can you tell a pregnant lady who is giving birth not to deliver her baby yet?
Cannot kan?!
Its the same!
We can't control the delivery, same as we can't control the hormones!
Its just the way we are!
We have XX chromosomes.
That's why!
We have different pairs of hormones.!
That's why!
They tend to go wild and not be together at this point of the month!
That's why!
What to do?
SUCK IT UP!
That's the only way.
If cannot then,
BUZZ OFF!
OK?!
So once again I'm telling you people.
Be careful with me this month.
I'm slightly wacky and moody.
Mister Surfer is coming to surf anytime soon.
Don't say I didn't warn ya ok?
NOW I WANT TO SLEEP!ROAR!!!Oh Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!
"For NOBODY Knows Who She Really Is.
10:38 PM
Hat-Trick!
Hello people!!!yea missing for 3 days eh.
I got reason this time.
&& my reasoning is much much
VALID!Actually I wana blog yesterday but
Due to unforeseen circumstances I can't!
ok now i share ok??
BUT WAIT!
Today's entry is damn long ok?
OK GO!!!I received surprises!
Not one.
Not two.
But THREE!!
I GOT A HAT-TRICK SURPRISE!!!yes, 3 days straight!!!
Technically hat-trick kan?
Well I'm so so happy!
Very delighted!
Extremely delighted!
Lalalalalala.....!!!!
Last monday was my brother's first day
Having a 3mths long attachment over
At Jurong Island Training Centre.
Ok, you guys must be wondering
What does it got to do with the surprises kan?
Well well, I has each & every connection!
When my brother came back from his internship,
He did all the normal-gotta-do stuffs.
When my parents went off to bed,
He came outta his room and ask me something
That doesn't happen normally.
**Well I translated it to English. If not some won't understand!**
"Kakak, you want a pair of shoes?"
"Eh want lah! Lemme try it on first lah"
Then he went into his room & came out with a box.
A VANS box.
Strange.
I was like aik?
"Eh VANS?! Where you found it?"
"At the void deck ah"
"Aik, which stupid idiot go leave VANS shoe at the void deck seh"
"I don't know lah. You try ah"
In my heart I was like gosh lucky me.
I will be getting another pair of shoe.
This time for FREE!!!
Once I opened the box I saw this.
Still not getting any clue.
Still it doesn't ring a bell.
Gosh that was the slowest moment of my life!
My brain was functioning so damn slow!!!
I didn't get it!
When I looked at the above note stuck on the flap
All I think about is
"Eh, pity the fella eh. This must be a special present"
You know what I mean?
A guy might have been accidentally leave it there,
Maybe its meant for his girlfriend, eh?
I didn't read the note!
BELIEVE ME!I just look at it & didn't read it!
Tak ke bodoh aku?! haha
Silly me seh!
I think after a minute then I read it.
The moment I read the word
MERE,
I shouted! haha!!
I was meant for me!
FINALLY I GOT IT!Yea I know, feels like knocking my head kan?
For those who can read Arabic,
My name & the sender's name is on the note.
If cannot read then
TOO BAD!! haha
Here's some stuffs that comes in the box.
the written laughter to me I have no idea what the rubberband & the chopstick is for.The sender said that the sender have no other things to fill the box with.Cute and weird kan?You guys must be wondering right,
I bet its confusing my story! wahaha!!
How the hell did my brother got that VANS shoebox.
& why did I shouted.
& how did my name appear on the flap when its found at the void deck?
Ok now I tell you lah!
The shoe is from Kental.
How did I landed on my brother's hands?
My brother met up with him at Century Square
Where he passed the shoe to him.
I shouted because that's the name Kental call me.
What is the name?
I pixelated the name kan.
Because
I DON'T WANT TO TELL!! haha
Very pakat2 they all.
Well its a pleasant surprise.
I was totally surprised.
No suspect-tation.
No loop-hole.
I totally have no idea!
IT'S NEVER EASY TO SURPRISE ME OK!Many attempted times people tried to surpise me
But in vain. wahah!!
Ok now presenting the star of the surprise!
THE SHOE!!!
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*****
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TA-DAA!!!!
Its a VANS Caliente
with collaborating artist
Kelly Ording.
Its one of the many shoes
I've reserved over at Kental's shop.
Weee Weee Weee!!!
I so the very happy ok!
Very very happy!
Jealous eh? haha!!
Ok you people,
this is only the first surprise.
There's another 2 surprise kan?
Its a hat-trick kan kan?
Well well, want to continue or not?
Ok lah I continue eh?
On Monday night,
Boyan Police called me
OUT OF THE BLUE.
No wind no storm call me.
Serra overseas so what's up eh?
Boyan Police wanted to meet me.
Yes meet me!
I was like what the hell for?!
He said its about Serra.
He need to talk to me about Serra.
My mind was slow again.
I didn't even ask him why cannot talk over the phone.
I didn't even have that cross my mind.
When I agreed then I thought of it.
Crap kan?!
I don't know what's wrong with me that day!
So agreed with Boyan Police to meet me
At 1pm at Tampines Mrt Control Station.
I didn't smell a rat.
I didn't see it coming.
Next morning I got held up by Mama.
So told Boyan Police that I'm gonna be late.
Kental told me that its not nice to make him wait.
Because Boyan Police is coming all the way from Bukit Panjang.
Well wait lah, you were the one who wanted to meet me mah! haha
So after getting ready & all I get outta house.
When I was over at the bus stop waiting for the bus.
Boyan Police called & informed me that he reached already!
SHIT! He's here & I haven't boarded the bus!
Then Kental called.
Asking me where I am.
Then he said " Oh no I saw someone I don't want to see"
"Who? My ex ah? Who? Who?"
Then he said " Yesterday, you got a surprise right?
What if there's another surprise today?"
Then I was like " What are you up to?"
He laughed!
He appreared right behind me!!!
AWWWWW..kan kan kan? haha
No wonder he asked me to wear the shoe
He gave me, he asked me to wear it.
Yesterday I wore a sleeveless pullover hoodie.
Nice tau!
That was a gift from Jakarta from Kental.
Too bad I didn't take any picture, too excited lah!
I will post up the picture of the hoodie soon ok?
So 2 surprises eh.
Yesterday, I went SHOPPING!!!!
Went to Tampines One
Then to Orchard Centrepoint Robinsons.
Then to Centrepoint John Little
Then to Cahtay Cineleisure.
CLUB MARC HAS WORTH BUYING FOR SALE!!!
MOST ITEMS SALE AT $15!
Yes I ain't kidding lah!
but sizes are all there only.
I got some lingerine.
Club Marc Pants.
Next up is,
Mark & Spencer checkered pants.
New Urban Male Brazillian Pria sandals. *on sale*
Tampines One, Tampines Mall, Century Square sale hunt.
Downtown East to get my tie-dye dress. *preety!*
Maybe to Marina Square & Bugis for good bargains!
SHOP TILL YOU DROP LAH!!!I'm not gonna tell you the next surprise just yet.
My tired fingers are begging to rest.
They have been typing since like ages!
So I continue tomorrow.
I give clue can?
So you guys can stay up all night thinking what my surprise is all about!
Evil aren't I?
The surprise is both saddening & happy.
So wait up ok?
Meanwhile,
GO FIGURE!!!Ps: thank you so much Kental for the hat-trick
much much appreciated.
It really brighten up my boring days!
I OWE YOU!
Oh Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!
"For NOBODY Knows Who She Really Is.
8:47 PM