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-1) {var e = document['stuffform'].saveDraft;(e.length) ? e[0].click() : e.click(); if (window.event) window.event.cancelBubble = true; return false;}"></a><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqRwB5ipbxDu4_zhUFBnKNeleytT_QM7QfD3emTjiGGny9HXux0IklBWKmN5YBr06jpBE5LyuL6vQ2Hd0klOvnQBNgy1z78bj42qFYj1J8lsgq37tIa_iQo4RDZ8y6dcw0DAuHxbaaUqc/s1600-h/sad.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5403641681490942130" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 418px; height: 418px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqRwB5ipbxDu4_zhUFBnKNeleytT_QM7QfD3emTjiGGny9HXux0IklBWKmN5YBr06jpBE5LyuL6vQ2Hd0klOvnQBNgy1z78bj42qFYj1J8lsgq37tIa_iQo4RDZ8y6dcw0DAuHxbaaUqc/s320/sad.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div>Title is interesting, ayy?<br />Yes I went missing again, I know.<br />Pardon me people.<br />I have been super-d-duper busy.<br />No time for story-telling.<br />REALLY!<br /><br /><br />Then why am I here?<br />I am kindda caught up with sumthink actually.<br />But I will hold it.<br />Because I need to pour.<br />Yes pour out things here.<br />I told Bestie about it already.<br />She did comfort me.<br />Thanks alot dear.<br />But I just wanna share.<br />No harm right?<br /><br /><br />So here goes.<br />Its not a happy thing to tell.<br />Usually I share happy moments.<br />Not today.<br />Add up with this gloomy night, It helps alot.<br />My heart is aching.<br />Aching so bad people.<br /><br /><br />Why?<br />Because of that special someone.<br />My heart aches alot coz of you.<br />Who?<br />That special someone that has a special place in my fragile heart.<br />Yes you.<br />You don't know it, now you know.<br />But you will not even realise it.<br />Yes, you might know, but you pretend not to know.<br />Always, forever.<br /><br /><br />I'm not saying who.<br />You'll know it if its you.<br />Perhaps not, I don't know.<br />I've been having thing achy shit a few times now.<br />I know you didn't do it on purpose.<br />Coz you even don't know it in the first place.<br />But is it my fault?<br />I've been giving you tons of hints.<br />Tons of care and concern.<br />Can't you see, can't you feel?<br />Are you blind?<br />Or you just pretend you don't know?<br /><br /><br />Till today, I don't know you well.<br />Its been a year and a week I've known you.<br />Do you know?<br />I bet you don't even realise it.<br />You're such a mysterious fella.<br />Secretive.<br />I hate it.<br />I hate it.<br />I HATE IT.<br /><br /><br />But because of that, I begin to wanna know you more.<br />Did you even give me a chance?<br />I don't know.<br />I don't think so.<br />Each time I look into those eyes, I don't know what are they saying.<br />I don't know!<br />Its so hard, I hate it.<br />But I never give up.<br /><br /><br />The first time I saw your picture.<br />I never was interested in you.<br />Its the truth.<br /><br />But when you wanted to be my friend, things changed.<br />The phase was fast.<br />Those late night msn-ing.<br />Till you slept in front of the com.<br />I remembered.<br /><br /><br />The special name you called me.<br />The special conversations you had with me.<br />I remembered.<br /><br /><br />The first time you met me,<br />I was still attached.<br />I know.<br />You were worried.<br />You didn't wanna spoil others' r/s.<br />You didn't wanna take away someone's love.<br />Those were your exact words.<br />I remembered.<br /><br /><br />The first time I saw your face,<br />I was nervous.<br />You asked me were my lips my real lips.<br />It was funny of you to ask that question.<br />You didn't know where to go.<br />I remembered.<br /><br /><br />Did you remember,<br />you just drove pass that zebra crossing when there's a man wanting to cross it?<br />Did you remember that we talked at the hawker centre till we forgot about our food?<br />Did you remember that you always asked if what you did going out with me is ok?<br />Did you remember that you said the way I ate was really sopan?<br />Did you remember that you said if you eat lime, your body odor will go away?<br />I remembered.<br /><br /><br />You sent me home after that.<br />You drove back really slow, taking detours.<br />It was as if you didn't wanna leave.<br />How sweet.<br /><br /><br />Then the same night, you asked me out again.<br />That never happend to me ever.<br />I just wore my beanie to meet you.<br />We went to the beach carpark, Changi.<br />It was raining and I was scared to see the lighting.<br />You kept looking at me, not saying anything.<br />We talked about relationships and stuffs.<br /><br /><br />I love the moment.<br />I love the conversations.<br /><br /><br />When you sent me home.<br />You left me a message.<br />You said I was beautiful in the morning,<br />And I was cute in the night.<br />That left a smile till I woke up the next day.<br />I remembered.<br /><br /><br />More meet-ups.<br />More last minute night meet-ups.<br />More after school meet-ups.<br />More normal bustop meet-ups.<br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgDoMhJ-QBCS6XEEjtDaj-UCzuVHeTgKm-uAi1zT6f5wlqW3Z028hQ2jKhY7wanRN-7C_sZ0KqQ9WsOCSwxnLOoM7RLUQvdg6IEm3TWMfXjVXb7L1JrfN72WtzgIvyxBXlmZaf4V2UtYc/s1600-h/3573596254_bbce2c78b2.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5403641690680396402" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 412px; height: 306px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgDoMhJ-QBCS6XEEjtDaj-UCzuVHeTgKm-uAi1zT6f5wlqW3Z028hQ2jKhY7wanRN-7C_sZ0KqQ9WsOCSwxnLOoM7RLUQvdg6IEm3TWMfXjVXb7L1JrfN72WtzgIvyxBXlmZaf4V2UtYc/s320/3573596254_bbce2c78b2.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Then came a day, we had that talk.<br />That heart to heart talk.<br />Things that involve our hearts.<br />I told you everything, it made you have tears.<br />You sent me till me house level.<br />Did you remember?<br />I did for sure.<br /><br /><br />Then we grew closer.<br />Its I don't know.<br />I got confuse.<br />I got carried away.<br />I developed feelings for you.<br />I got excited each time you asked me out.<br />I was happy to see that eyes of yours.<br />Each time you sms-ed me, my heart jumps.<br />You were one of the early people who wished me on my 21st.<br />I was happy.<br />You even said that how can you even forget your one and only "special name".<br />I remembered.<br />Now you know.<br /><br /><br />That one and only phone conversation we had.<br />We talked for hours.<br />We talked about sweet nothings.<br />You love it when I replied to you when you called me by my special name.<br />Its just sweet.<br /><br />That movie outing.<br />Remember?<br />After that we had that talk that made me cry?<br />You comforted me.<br />I remembered.<br />On the way home, you held my hands.<br />You didn't let go, even while driving!<br />You told me you had sweaty palms when you're nervous.<br />Bloddy hell, you were.<br /><br /><br />Time to time.<br />I wanted to ask you many things.<br />Time to time.<br />I dropped you hints.<br />Time to time.<br />But the time never comes.<br />Will it ever come?<br />I doubt so now.<br /><br /><br />Because, you're attached.<br />I guess so.<br />I feel so.<br />I see the change in you.<br />Its been months since we met.<br />Its been weeks since you drop me a message.<br />It has always been me.<br />Since then, I suspected somthing was not right.<br />Now I know why.<br /><br /><br />What now?<br />I am sad.<br />Really.<br />But is it my fault, no.<br />Is it yours, no.<br />Its just the moment.<br />Its just that a chance is not given.<br />Its just that I don't know.<br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgyFFoj5jH-dPNnmqGtx16oHbUWydKJvWc9TvwvFGE0FfcGwNWHwCLfQz2EoIBvFSuD4NSaeiatDspTkX1CdQrlWcLJ4m4Tu7NBLHg8lcWZsUB4Eu6GOqhnIRET4x0AnOVRr_4fdSDff1U/s1600-h/loves+me+not.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5403641675566489954" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 405px; height: 306px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgyFFoj5jH-dPNnmqGtx16oHbUWydKJvWc9TvwvFGE0FfcGwNWHwCLfQz2EoIBvFSuD4NSaeiatDspTkX1CdQrlWcLJ4m4Tu7NBLHg8lcWZsUB4Eu6GOqhnIRET4x0AnOVRr_4fdSDff1U/s320/loves+me+not.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />Now,<br />I wanna tell you.<br />I have been having feelings for you.<br />Dammit.<br />Yes I do.<br />Its not just a bloody crush.<br />Its more than that for sure.<br />Even tough I never knew you well,<br />I can't stop the power of the heart.<br />You can't stop me either.<br /><br /><br />I remember this saying,<br />You don't have to own that person in order to be with that person.<br />Now it is happening to me.<br />Dammit.<br />This is really sad.<br />I bet you don't even know.<br /><br /><br />Is is wrong to have hopes?<br />Or am I just being to hopeful?<br />Or have you been leading me on?<br />I don't know.<br />I am confuse.<br /><br /><br /><br />I wanted to ask you do many things.<br />But now its kindda late I guess.<br />Shit happens.<br /><br /><br />So what now?<br />I don't know.<br />You won't even care I guess.<br />Coz you don't even know.<br />You're attached anyway.<br />I don't wanna disturb you ever.<br />I am so sad.<br />Dammit.<br />Its not your fault.<br />It is mine.<br /><br /><br />I hope that one day.<br />Just one day.<br />I can just meet you, to tell you everything.<br />To tell you what's in my heart.<br />To pour it out.<br />To confess.<br /><br /><br />I don't care what you will do.<br />What will you say.<br />So long my conscience is clear.<br />I will be ok.<br /><br /><br />I miss you,<br />BURGER.<br /><br /><br /><br />The egg has spoken people.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Oh Well,<br />GOOD NIGHT WORLD.<br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> 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