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Its like having a so called thick face. But not really thick ok!<br /><br />HOWEVER, when it comes to this, I surrender! Like anyone else, <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I'll get butterflies</span>!<br />The mouth just simply gets so so heavy to even open up!<br />How I wish I can just say something like, "Eh, I like you alot ok. I'm not sure if you feel the same way but I just like you." Then a REALLY BIG relief!<br /><br />Will dropping hints help?<br />Yes and No.<br />Yes if that someone gets your hints.<br />No if that someone doesn't get your hints.<br />But what if that someone thinks gets your hints but thinks that he/she is just<span style="font-style: italic;"> "shiok sendiri"</span>.<br />I shall say don't hint! Don't hint!!<br />Just tell that someone how you feel!<br />It doesn't matter how that someone feels for you.<br />What matters is that you have your conscience clear!<br />A 'burden' of your chest at least.<br /><br /><br />What if that someone feels the same way too but both just keep their feeling to themselves.<br />What if that someone feels the same way too but is unsure about how you feel and keeps quiet?<br />What if that someone feels the same way too but is waiting for you to hint to him/her?<br /><br />Till when?<br />What if you waited too long to tell that someone how you feel and that someone ends up with someone else?<br />Won't that be painful?<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >ARGH!!!</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Then comes another situation where you like someone but is too afraid to open up your heart to love again.<br />How?<br />You are just too traumatised to open the door and let someone in.<br />Or you like that someone but because of the past you just keep quite and let the feelings go.<br />But till when you wanna close that door?<br />No one is ever the same.<br />Doesn't mean your previous love hurt you, all the others will do the same way too.<br />In this game, its all about taking risks.<br /><br /><br />Well a word of advice to you people out there,<br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">In the game of love, </div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"> </div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="photo photo_right"><div class="photo_img">It doesn't really matter<br /></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"> who wins or lose.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">When you think of your past love,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">you usually view it as a failure.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">But when new love comes,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">you view the past as a teacher.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Love will always find a way.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Will always win.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Coz love is:</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">Life Of Vivid Emotions.</span></span><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br />Have you ever feel like when you're surrounded by people with laughter but you feel that something is missing.<br />Something important.<br />You feel lonely deep inside.<br />Have you?<br /><br /><br /></div></div><br />If you ask me, I don't know.<br />I really don't know.<br />I might be in the above situations but I'm not sure.<br />I'm not sure if its the feeling or its just another crush.<br />Maybe time will tell.<br />But I do need some answers...<br /><br /><br /><br />This is such a complex topic to talk about, seriously!<br />I'm so side-tracking already. haha<br />Well since I've like talked about this, might as well.<br /><br /><br />I so wanna tell that someone how I'm feeling but but<br />Well, I've never ever tell someone I like him, NEVER!<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I JUST CAN'T FIND MY COURAGE!!</span><br />Oh where has it gone to!<br /><br /><br />Oh well,<br />here's something I hope might just help.<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: right; color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in<br />Because it's cold outside<br />Share with me the secrets that you kept in<br />Because it's cold inside<br /> </div></div></div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="photo photo_right"><div class="photo_img"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=4927071&op=1&view=all&subj=36679182772&aid=-1&oid=36679182772&id=685220413"><br /></a></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Your stolen glances</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Show that you're nervous like me</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">And I know you may be scared</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">And I know we're unprepared</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">But I don’t care</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Neither do you</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Tell me </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">What makes you think that you are invincible?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">I can see it in your eyes that you’re unstable</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Please don’t tell me that I'm the only one that’s vulnerable</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Just because you were hurt doesn’t mean you shouldn’t bleed</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Impossible</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">I am here to tell that I like you</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Isn't that a confession already?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">I get an A in honesty</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Being me is my policy</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">And it's true you ticked my heart</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Your smile makes me see clearer</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">If you could only see in the mirror what I see</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Should we slow down?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Or just let things flow?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Just wait around and see</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">You never know what lies ahead</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Maybe we’re meant to be with each other</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Timing is the only factor</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Boy</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">The magic in me is</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Just being me.</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><br />Lotsa people starting to ask me why am I not dating anyone.<br />that includes you...<br />And the answer is that I have someone in mind.<br />and that is you...<br />This might be confusing cause its a general statement..<br />but..<br />If you just give that ego a lower level just for a second and ask me about this,<br />I'll confess and tell the truth..<br />I'll wait for you to ask me..<br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 51, 153);font-size:130%;" >Mr. Burger...</span><br /><br /><br />I know the fact that its super hard to crack a nut like you.<br />But<span style="font-weight: bold;"> I WILL</span> try to crack it.<br />I find you a challenge that I wanna keep.<br />If you reading this, I just want you to know the liking is one of a kind.<br />Its funny coz I don't really know you, yet I'm having these feelings.<br />I do wanna know your flaws.<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">*nak carik kayu nak carik kayu*</span><br />To build a sampan to start my mission.<br />But then, I jumped into the water already..<br />I just need that lifeguard to save me...<br /><br /><br /><br />It took me a whole lot of<span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" > courage</span> to post this entry.<br />This is my firs time ever technically confessing to someone that I like that someone,trust me.<br />So even if you don't feel the same way about me, you'll always be in my <span style="font-weight: bold;">books of Firsts.</span><br />The first ever person i told that i like him.<br />yeah..<br /><br /><br /><br />Ok this seems to be the longest I've typed.<br />So much words,eh?<br />I bet it can be as long as an essay! haha<br />Sorry la eh, I just need to let it all out.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Well here are some light hearted videos to see..<br />A lion who hugs a man & a sneezing panda.<br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">SUPER ADORABLY CUTE!!</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/DJcT5GHBtTI&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/DJcT5GHBtTI&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><center><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/FzRH3iTQPrk&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/FzRH3iTQPrk&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Well,<br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-size:180%;" >GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!</span><div style="clear:both; 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